Okay, I know no one reads this... which what makes having a blog so much fun :-). Who knows? Maybe I'll use it as evidence for something. Like on Monday when my mom and I go to the circuit court to put a restraining order on my ex-dad. Oooh, what fun! Anywho, I don't feel like ranting about my family life... I'd rather rant about my new Main Gay. Scratch that -- my *only* gay guy friend. It's embarrassing... Being lesbian, but not attract other gay people. I just attract straight ones! Intolerable. He's awesome though. He was showing me how to put this "potion" into my hair, and he did it in such a... such a... "Queer Eye for the Gay Girl"-esque way. It was fabulous. Speaking of the F-word, so was my hair. It's all curled at the bottom and layered... So nifty :-). So not me at the same time. Eh. In a week it'll look good.

I Am Obsessed With GSN! It's the best TV station evAR! There's always shows on that are entertaining. Like Lingo. Or Who Wants to be a Millionare?. Tres fab. And thank heavens Big Brother has started back up again.. My sanity may be slipping back, now. If only, if only.

So I'm going to this camp in two weeks. It's an "all girls" one, Christianity not included. Thank God. The last thing I need is to be converted. I just thought it interesting that my mother would allow me to even go to an all-girl camp. I mean... 8 girls in a tent... A lesbians dream! Only not this lesbian. I could care less about girls. Or boys. Maybe I'm asexual? Wouldn't that be something. Hunh.

My friends always joke with me that I'm a closeted straight girl. I'm afraid they actually may be right. Hard as I might, I just don't seem to be looking at girls as often as I maybe should be. I think I look more at boys, in fact. Oy. I'm mucho confused. Maybe I like the idea of being a lesbian and being with a girl... but I don't at the same time. Sometimes, I wish things were just a tad bit simpler. Hopefully I'll figure myself out at the camp.